Some people keep things to themselves but I've always believed in 'get it out" and say what you feel.
This situation sucks but it is what it is.
I'm doing what I can do, seeing the Dr's I'm supposed to and so far they all seem excellent and caring people.
The pain is the biggest issue. Haven't slept more than 2.5 hours in weeks except for one night.
The drugs are another concern as I never took any pills my whole life and I mean none.
They also vary. Woke up at 3:30am today and right knee was killing me, pills didn't help and that was 2 vicoden and a steroid pill.
Hot bath, big bowl of cheerios to take my mind off the pain and that helped a bit.
Last, the friendships and comments help more than you know.
More Dr's visits later this am.
This has become my new life.. Dr, follow-up, Dr, follow-up, rinse and repeat!