interesting!
yes i also suffer from migrane
sorry, for the lengthy post, this is the story of my migrane:
the first time i got it i was 12 iirc, i lost my eyesight somehow, parts of whatever i looked at were just gone... i was in school and when i looked at the left part of the drawing board i could see everything written on it, when i looked to the right everything that was written on the left part suddenly dissapeared and the drawing board seemed empty on that side, until i moved my eyes back there.
i went to the hospital because i hit my head the night before that and they thougt i might have a concussion. acompanied by the lost in eye sight i felt a weird stiching pain in my skull behind my eyeballs and a numb pain in my brain as if i had fallen on my head really hard. i had to throw up, when we arrived at the hospital i was feeling better already, and the medics couldnt find anything at all... nothing. the next day i had so bad headaches that every move or even move my eye balls just for a milimeter felt like somebody was squeezing my brain. they ran tests for a few days and found absolutely nothing. i got better after one or two days though and was completely fine again after 3 days.
nothing happened for weeks, then i had it again, again i was at school, school was almost over iirc. i felt really bad and made it to the principals secretary office and asked them to call an ambulance, i was still 12 then i think. when the ambulance had arrived i had lost the eye sight on the top right and the lower left part and could only see parts of what was around me, everthing else kinda blurried out, on the way to the hospital i started talking really weird stuff, i thougt i was saying "i dont feel well" but actually i was saying "i dont tree without house" or something like that... i myself didnt notice this at all and thougt i said "i dont feel very well"
then i lost control over the left part of my body, all my left body was completely numb and i had no control over any muscle in that part of my body anymore.
we had arrived at the hospital and they all acted very hectivally and moved me into some room with loads of high tech machinary. the medics kinda freaked out and thought i was bleeding inside of my brain, 5 medics and at least 6 nurses were running around in the room in panic and giving me loads of injections and each of the 5 medics was checking a different part of my body and was injecting something into an arm, leg or my stomach or meassured my heartbeat etc
i was almost loosing consciessness but they tried to keep me awake by talking to me.
i saw my mom standing 2 meters to the thing i was lying on and 2 medics were talking to her and she looked horrable and was crying. i never saw such a shock in anybodies eyes again in my life so far...
i dont remember what happened then, i passed out.
i wanted to tell her that im fine and she shouldnt worry about me but i couldnt speak, i could only open my mouth wich felt very numb.
later she told me the medics told her that i was probably bleeding inside of my skull and that i will most likely have some serious inreparable braindamages and that there is also a high chance that i would die because i was getting worse so quickly that they thougt they wouldnt find the problem and be able to fix it before its too late and i died.
when i woke up again i was lying in one of those things where they make high res xray images of your brain. i wanted to get up but couldnt, they pulled me out, then i told them i wasnt feeling well, they brought me some metal plate thing and i threw up.
my head was hurting so bad that i couldnt focus on anything else, i couldnt think, i was paralyzed by the pain...
they ran all kinds of checks again but couldnt find anything...
that was the last time i had it this serious, but i kept having it for dozens of times after that, and i still have to from time to time, but its getting less heavvy and more and more time passes between the migrane attacks i get.
usually it starts with a headache, or with a weird flickering colorfull unsharp tiny dot or line that gets bigger and bigger. it looks like the dot you see when you looked directly into the sun. but it gets bigger and bigger and has a weird changing shape. if you look at a white wall you dont see it at all, but if you look at somebodies face for example, suddenly theres an eye of even haklf of the face missing and looks all blurried like half of his face is only made out of skin, no eyes, no lips, no eyebrows, no nose. it looks really weird.
while it gorws and grows i get a stichting pain inside my skull behind my eyeball(s), and a growing headache. i get very sensitive to light and sounds as well as touching things or tasting things. all my senses are like overloading, and every signal that reaches my brain gets aplified so much that every signal is so strong it just hurts. hard to explain. everything i feel or see or hear or taste hurts.
i usually try to go to bed and fall asleep asap so i miss all those "wonderfull" expiriences. most of the time it works and when i wake up i only feel a headache and im still very sensitive to all sounds, light and touches and tastes.
sometimes i dont manage to fall asleep, and its a real nightmare... one second feels like an hour and everything just hurts so much i sometimes cant help but scream in pain...
luckily i didnt have this for several years anymore and i hope i wont have it that bad ever again...
over the years my brain has been checked doezsn of times with xray and this electromagnetic resonance thing and none of the medics every found anything... they couldnt find anything at all... according to them im 100% healthy... weird eh?
i know many people who have this, but most dont have it as bad as i do, im starting to think that it could be a virus that infects our brain...
maybe its just an overload of informations in our brain.... the most often i had migrane was when i studdied a lot...
i found out that pulling my eyebrows together, like ou do when you are angry or upset, somehow seemed to result in a higher chance for me to get mirgane and a general headache... but im not sure... for some time i also thougt it had to do with what i eat and i stopped eating candy wich seemed to work, but then i had it twice in a week.... so i started eating candy again and said "fudge it"
all i can recommend you holst, is as soon as you start getting it, take a quick cold shower with the lights turned off, avoid any noise and bright light and body contact, go to bed after taking a cold shower and try to fall asleep asap. dont put on relaxing music, it will keep you from falling asleep and will start to get loudeer and louder in your head until it hurts more and more, even if the volume is set to the lowest possible and you can barely hear it at all...
sleep is the only thing i found that helps... oh and paracetamol helps against the pain, wich then helps you to fall asleep better.
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