I read this thread thoroughly, and I agree with those who say that you need to stay strong and be really positive so that cancer is defeated ;) Now, I may not know you in person, but from all your achievements (WRs, events, hwbot), and moreover, from all your posts in this thread, it's damn' obvious that you are incredibly brave :clap:, and this my friend is the cure to your problem :)
Be strong, don't give up no matter what, hope you have a quick recover :)

